today

wasnt such a good day. and i have a sickening feeling that tomorrow is gonna go the same way. i hate it when you feel like you have to be in charge of people 30+ years older than you. plus twhen this happens you have to make sure that when youre in charge thy feel like theyre still in charge. you have tto be in control without seeming like you are. plus im just having a crap day. its no good. totally wish i didnt have school tomorrow. if only i had a car to skip with... anyway. itll be friday. so hopefully it shant be too bad. the only good thing thatll go on is that i can get out of this house. i think im gonna loose my mind in here. theres no escaping. hope your day was better than mine. and if it wasnt im sorry. comment and tell me about it (: i love a chance to talk.

                              xo Emily

i did good (:

its only been 2 days since ive posted. arent you proud of me? im proud of me. and theres been so much goin on. yesterday i got the 2nd holes in my ears done. and now theyre sore. and faith told me to put dandruff shampoo on my elbows to help with eczema. except i didnt know you were supposed to wash it off. and i woke up this morning with my elbows feeling like someone took an electic sander and just held it there forever. so now my elbows look like they were mauled by a bear. theres blisters on one of them. it hurts pretty bad. i wore a jacket today to cover it up. also yesterday i got a new pair of sandals and a necklace. as well as a clay and a mud mask for my face. which i will be using next week [spring break].

change of subject real fast. today my friend got asked out by this guy. and he did it really sweetly. so i want to post it. he gave her his gameboy and told her to look at this specialty team he had made on some game. and it took her a while to figure it out. but when she found the team it said "will you go out with me?" and he looked at her and cocked his head. isnt that so adorable?? i think its sooo sweet (:

alright. well thats about it for now. im still procrastinating on changing it. ill either do it later today or during spring break.  but ill get there eventually.

                            xo Emily

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yep. no title. what the point. im a horrible blogger.i should just go crawl over there in that corner and cry. but i wont. i always do this. wait a month to post. post something and then i promise to write more often. and then dont. yep. maybe i should just give up. i am just terrible at this. but im trying. and i have finally decided to change this. im tired of having to use a different email to sign in. im tired of looking at this and thinking about how im the only one that posts. so im gonna make it my own.  ...  as soon as i get there. but next week is spring break aka masters week for all us augustans. so i will try to push myself harder to post more then. itll prbly be a pretty uneventful week. but you never know. something huge could come outta no where  and i could be on my way to china tomorrow. so im gonna go get ready for bed now. so goodbye for now!!

                                  - Emily