where have i been?

yeah. i know. bad poster. well hey. im a procrastinator. and i really have nothing good to write about anyhow. theres nothing interesting going on in my life. its just the same old stuff. i guess the most exciting thing is Harry Potter. and no im not talkin bout the movie. i am referring to the books. i (as before mentioned) am a procrastinator and therefore did not start reading the books until about a month ago. well now i regret waiting this long. because they are so super amazing!!!! i am now and the half blood prince(number 6). im reading my moms copy and she had lent them previously to other people and its so beat up that its in 4 pieces and has to be held together by a rubberband when not in use. this makes slightly difficult to read.
i am now in atlanta with my family for thanksgiving. and its been a pretty good lazing week before we came(and we just came here yesterday). we managed to get out christmas stuff from the attic(36 boxes, 5 christmas trees, [plus one we already had down], a moose, and 2 signs). but ive been procrastinating (again) and havent done any of the 80 lbs. of homework/studying that i need to do, so im going to have to get to that. anyhow, now its late and im tired with a snoring dog laying on me, so i think im going to get some rest now. so happy late thanksgiving to everyone!!!!

                                                xo Emily

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                                    xo Emily

from me. to you.

its monday. im sitting here with amber, who keeps throwing up. not very tasty if i o say so myself. i just finished harry potter and the sorcerers stone. it was terrific and i cant wait to move onto the chamber of secrets. not sure why i procrastinated reading them for this long, but i did. and that means i wont be able to see the movie that comes out on the 19th(which is also my moms bday by the way). which really sucks. cause there is no way on gods green earth that i would be able to go about my normal schedule and read 6 harry potter books by then. simply impossible. unless i might be able to do it if i dont sleep or talk. but that would be simply impossible for me. cause i really like sleeping and talking. we have early release on wednesday. i should be excited right? nope. im gonna have to baby sit. we get out school at 12. i would have to babysit til 5. and would only be paid $30. but money is money and i cant really say no, becasue my mom really gives me no choice in babysitting for them because we know them. anyhow i REALLY dont wanna go to school tomorrow. or anywhere. i soo cannot wait til thanksgiving break. an entire week off. 9 days including weekends!! its exciting. but i have to wait til the end of next week. sucks. but i keep tryin to push through it. and hopefully ill get there sooner or later. hopefully sooner, rather than later. and ive got a massive to do list its ridiculous. but i am such a procrastinator. so ill do everything last minute as always. anyhow im just sittin and facebookin. talkin to myself here pretty much, cause no one ever looks at this. but, thats ok i suppose. well have a good week if i dont check back in before its over!

                                           xo Emily

thoughts

man, i didn't realize how long that last post really was until i was looking at it just now. but i have been thinking(hence the name of this entry), that i will set up my own blog. i was just commenting on aprilynne pike's website and i used this blog as a url. well having to use a blog where 3 others are SUPPOSED post, just didnt seem right to me. i think it is time that i give up hope and cut myself off from my cleverly devised website. but you see, this website was baby. i came up with the idea to make it, then the name for it, made us an email, designed all of it, and made a collage picture.
anyhow i said i would update more often, and therefore i am. but i dont have anything interesting to report. im reading the november seventeen, and tomorrow im goin shoppin. ive gotta practice for 3 hrs this weekend and i need to clean my room. other tha that, im all goo. no homework or anything.  so have a lovely weekend!!

                          xo Emily

from the netbook of emily jane

so ive noticed that im the only one that posts on here anymore. and ive become rather lazy about doing so. so why dont i just make my own blog? i really dont know. out of laziness i might suppose. but really, no thats not it. i would absolutely love to make a website all my own. i really think the reason i wont give it up is because this is OUR blog. its what we did. and really it didnt last long. but still. we made this thing together. it was that and facebook that kept us connected. now we really solely on facebook.
isolation. i feel isolated from my friends rather often. i dont mean to sound whiny, even though thats more likely how it comes out. my freinds exclude me from most that they do with poor excuses as to why. i understand that sometimes you dont wanna hang out with certain people. i go to all my friends for different things. but lately my best friends have been the ones that i wouldnt necessarily classify as my best friends. maybe its time i changed that. [with the exception of taylor, who is super awesome and will always be classified as my best fried because i know i can talk to her about everything and she wont judge].
i noticed just now how isolated taylor must feel now. she lives in nc while we live in ga. theres an entire state in between us. on the thread(our email thing on facebook)we talk alot about things that go on in school. this leaves her out because she doesnt know these teachers, or these people. now i understand whats in her head. i can relate to it too. so now ill be more careful about what i say. or really ill be careful about what i dont say i suppose.
piece of advice: duck when a cup is thrown at your head.
the mad hatter has creepy eyes in the new alice in wonderland.
something i just thought of: is there ever really a pretty story. think about it. behind every pretty story there is always some little bit of underlying trouble. can you name one that doesnt have any? it may not be in plain sight, but its always there. no matter how hard people try to hide it, and i do it so i know, you just cant push it all away. it will come out. maybe not now, or tomorrow. yet, eventually one day, maybe years from now it will come out. maybe you had an affair and this child isnt really your husbands. maybe no one will ever find that out in your life time. but maybe it will come out when 15 years later when your son realizes his father isnt and theres a fiasco and everyone tries to remember what you did nine months before he was born. who could be his father?
something else that just came to mind:truth is often the worst thing in life. thats why theres imagination.
ok. enough of this. goodnight eveyone

                                             xo Emily