now then.

yeah, its been awhile. but it is 100 % totally not my fault. see ya know those squishy little tube things that you play with? well i was playin with it and it totally busted ALL OVER my computer. which is not completely fried by the way. it also got all over me and my mattress. which smelled horrendous. and i am so tired of telling this story its beyond ridiculous. plus it makes me so sad. when it broke and all forms of revival failed i just crawled into my closet, called my bestest friend and started balling. what can i say i overreact to everything. but my whole life was on that thing. it had my story on it, all my pictures, my diary, it was my connection to friends who moved. it was my everything.

tryinn ot think of anything important thats happened since then. got my permit, started school, went to bigstuf [promise to explain later], went to cape san blas [beach in florida about an hour away from panama city. so out in the middle of no where. you wouldnt believe how long it took us to drive to walmart for a grocery run.], got to make fun of freshies, not quite sure. nothing else quite monumental. read some good books. smiled, laughed, cried, crushed, blah blah blah.

pretty little liars comes on in 7 minutes and im excited for this weeks episode (: they finally tell someone about a. which reminds me i really need to finish those books. i read 5 of them and then had to get the rest. but im a procrastinator really bad. but then after that is the nine lives of chloe king. which books i also need to read, though i havent read any of those. and after last weeks depressing episode im hoping this one shall be slightly less dramatic and alot more happier. but im still confused as to how [spoiler alert!] brian died. [end spoiler]. so imma gowatch that and you guys have fun. until next time...

                                 xo Emily

yowza!

how has it been 5 days since i posted it already? wow, summer is traveling oh so fast. -sigh- ok. so i still havent done too much. but ive done more than i have before. i went to the mall the day before yesterday. and i got a cute ring[which i have now misplaced. its not lost though. i just cant find it.] and its got a bird thats like eating out of a flower. that doesnt sound good. but its really cute. and i also got this adorable headband. and then yesterday i went to my little sisters chorus concert. and she has a composer as a chorus teacher so they sang the song formally for the first time last night. but theyre going to have an official world premiere in ny next week. my lucky duck sister gets to go. and today i went to the mall today and got a dress, a shirt, some shorts, and a hat (: dont you just love grandmothers? he he (: and thats it. alright. now my obsession for ya guys (:

































alright. thankss for all (:

            xo Emily

redo!

you cant really see that poem so imma try this again!

Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round,
or listened to the rain slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly’s erratic flight,
or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

Do you run through each day on the fly,
when you ask “How are you?”, do you hear the reply?

When the day is done, do you lie in your bed,
with the next hundred chores running through your head?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

Ever told your child, we’ll do it tomorrow,
and in your haste, not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch, let a good friendship die,
‘cause you never had time to call and say, “Hi!”?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere,
you miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,
it’s like an unopened gift thrown away.

Life isn’t a race, so take it slower,
hear the music before your song is over.

~ Slow Dance, a poem by David L. Weatherford ~

hi.

went to the mall today. for 6 hours. yeah, my feet hurt for awhile. but i got a cute headband. and ate a bunch of food. and momma bought me a ring that idk when ill get. and some body spray and hand sanitizer (:  but i was posting cause i was lookin for a picture to use as a cover for my story  that im postin on miss literati [click here to go to my profile but in this case im speaking of first dance.] and i found some pictures that were just too awesome not too post. so here ya go (:



i really like vintagey stuff, and weddings. so this is perfect for me (:













oh and i like this poem so its goin here too (:

Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round,
or listened to the rain slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly’s erratic flight,
or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

Do you run through each day on the fly,
when you ask “How are you?”, do you hear the reply?

When the day is done, do you lie in your bed,
with the next hundred chores running through your head?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

Ever told your child, we’ll do it tomorrow,
and in your haste, not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch, let a good friendship die,
‘cause you never had time to call and say, “Hi!”?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere,
you miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,
it’s like an unopened gift thrown away.

Life isn’t a race, so take it slower,
hear the music before your song is over.

~ Slow Dance, a poem by David L. Weatherford ~


alright that is all (:


                  xo Emily

ok.

so its been summer for a little more than a week. and ive been procrastinating posting. ive been telling myself that i really had too. but i just kept putting it off cause i still havent done much. i finished school last wednesday. and the next day [thursday] i went to my little sisters honors day and then they had this baseball game and cookout thing after that at the school. it was so sweet she got valedvictorian of the 5th grade and she started crying. and my mom started crying. and then my mom got parents award and she started crying again [weve been at the school for 10 years, well were at that school now. too weird to think about not being there anymore. even if ive been gone for a long time, ive still been visiting] anyway, after all that, katlyn, caitlin, faith, and i went and saw thor and then went to katlyns for a little while but i had to leave early cause i had to come babysit my little sisters.  then i had church on sunday and didnt leave the house again for the rest of the week except for tanning [no use] and taking out the trash. but yesterday [saturday]  i went to church to set up for a a dinner for all the confirmands [ill have to explain that later in case] and i was so excited for it cause all my friends are in there [im a year older than 9 of em and 2 of em started late] and so i confirmed last year and got to help them all through this. and then today i went to church again and they did the actual confirmation. then fter church i went to red robin. so, i spent a week laying on the couch being a lazy bum. with about 3 days of something semi-interesting.
also today i might add i finally got those books i won in the mail. she also sent team tamani and team david tatoos. [im 100% team tamani by the way (: ]. and the books were wrapped in bubble wrap. so im full of happpiness (: and hopefully soo i shall go shopping. bigstuf in 29 days. carowinds on june 18 with a bunch of awesome christion bands [a few being Skillet, Bob Lenz, Jeremy Camp, Tenth Avenue North, Family Force 5, Anthem Lights, and Manic Drive]. vbs june 6-10. and cape sand blas on my bday for a week (: look for positive not negative (: love y'all!!


                         xo Emily

alrighty then

i dont have too much time to post. this is the last week of school and i am super busy. so after all this mess is over, ill be in the summer and i can post more often. but it may be a little bit because then i have to settle into summer and deal with a few issues going on. but no time now. pretty pictures? yeah!!




















[hope to go this year (:  ]

alrighty then, until next next post...

             xo Emily

sup my homies.

cant make my thoughts flow properly. so thoughts put into bullets this time.

• i won some books (: and not just any books. Wings, Spells, and Illusions. you know those books i posted on a week or so ago. yep, i won the contest. cause i am just that awesome (: and now im trying to decide how to have them signed so i can email Aprilynne Pike and then get 'em. 
• tryin to decide what to wear tomorrow and wishing i had more summer clothes. man i need some money and to go shopping.
• eoct's this week. and for all of ya'll not in georgia that is basically exams. standardized testing. i missed monday[math] so now i have to figure out how im going to make that up. [i stayed home cause i had a migraine. stupid devils those things are.] and ive got bio tomorrow. im worried about that cause science has never been my strong point. 
• boys are so much drama. they just are. who likes who is so hard to keep up with. then youve gotta try and impress the guy you like. and carefully put downs the one you dont. its so much work. and its getting pretty old.
• wondering about my birthday and getting my permit since i leave for the beach that day, and come back from bigstuf[il have to remember to post something about bigstuf. not sure if ive ranted about it before. but if i havent youll get an earful. in a good way.]
• had a red bull for the first time today. it has no effect on me, as most energy drinks dont.
• i need to watch harry potter 6 and 7. as well as re-read the series. watched 1-5 last weekend.
• just dance 2 is the best thing eveeer.

and that about sums it all up (: until next time...

                          xo Emily

almost forgot!!

**i forgot to mention to everyone that the Illusions trailer is a spoiler. just so youre warned it gives of important parts of the first 2 books**

hello all! and a happy easter (: and if you dont celebrate easter, than happy day! its been a long weeekene for me, and i still have lots to do tonight. so this is a short post. but this a link to the Illusions trailer.

it is a book by Aprilynne Pike. she has written 2 other amazing books Wings and Spells. and can check out her website here. i suggest it to everyone!

i have failed you.

and i was doing so wonderfully. posing all the time. it saddens me to see i have been on in 16 days. thats more than 2 weeks!! ive been so busy with boring stuff. and so i dont have anything really cool to post like ive been waiting for. so i suppose its time for me to just post something. 

easter is on sunday. which means i ge to wear a pretty dress and go to sunrise service. but it also means i have to get up early and then go spend 5 or more hours at church. yippee. tomorrow our school is hhaving a battle of bands with one of our bigger rival schools. so i might go to that. but it is good friday. so i may want to go to church. decisions, decisions. 

did anyone else hear that yesterday was national weed day. yep. theres a weed day. 4/20 every year. interesting day of school if i do say so myself. 

dont really feel like going to church tonight. but i have to. so i should get ready. love you all.

                    xo Emily

spring break

today i tuesday. 5 days left of spring break. and so far, unless you count friday [which i kinda  do cause i didnt go to school that day] ive been out of the house once. sunday i went to waffle house til after 1. which i guess makes it so i wa out of the house monday too.and today i made over one of my little sisters and cousin. other thn that its all been bla. but my mom should be home soon [shes in misouri with my dad for a business trip] and shes more active about doin stuff than my nana. so the partypooping should soon be over. then we're gonna do somethin interesting. but nothin else to really hare. i have some more books to read [my cousin updated my ereader] and ive reread wings and spells so i am prepared for illusions in less than a month (: how about some cool pictures? ok? yeah, cool.

thats so cool (:



i think i went a bit overboard. anyway. off to go pig out. i want some popcorn (:

                              xo Emily

today

wasnt such a good day. and i have a sickening feeling that tomorrow is gonna go the same way. i hate it when you feel like you have to be in charge of people 30+ years older than you. plus twhen this happens you have to make sure that when youre in charge thy feel like theyre still in charge. you have tto be in control without seeming like you are. plus im just having a crap day. its no good. totally wish i didnt have school tomorrow. if only i had a car to skip with... anyway. itll be friday. so hopefully it shant be too bad. the only good thing thatll go on is that i can get out of this house. i think im gonna loose my mind in here. theres no escaping. hope your day was better than mine. and if it wasnt im sorry. comment and tell me about it (: i love a chance to talk.

                              xo Emily

i did good (:

its only been 2 days since ive posted. arent you proud of me? im proud of me. and theres been so much goin on. yesterday i got the 2nd holes in my ears done. and now theyre sore. and faith told me to put dandruff shampoo on my elbows to help with eczema. except i didnt know you were supposed to wash it off. and i woke up this morning with my elbows feeling like someone took an electic sander and just held it there forever. so now my elbows look like they were mauled by a bear. theres blisters on one of them. it hurts pretty bad. i wore a jacket today to cover it up. also yesterday i got a new pair of sandals and a necklace. as well as a clay and a mud mask for my face. which i will be using next week [spring break].

change of subject real fast. today my friend got asked out by this guy. and he did it really sweetly. so i want to post it. he gave her his gameboy and told her to look at this specialty team he had made on some game. and it took her a while to figure it out. but when she found the team it said "will you go out with me?" and he looked at her and cocked his head. isnt that so adorable?? i think its sooo sweet (:

alright. well thats about it for now. im still procrastinating on changing it. ill either do it later today or during spring break.  but ill get there eventually.

                            xo Emily

[no title.]

yep. no title. what the point. im a horrible blogger.i should just go crawl over there in that corner and cry. but i wont. i always do this. wait a month to post. post something and then i promise to write more often. and then dont. yep. maybe i should just give up. i am just terrible at this. but im trying. and i have finally decided to change this. im tired of having to use a different email to sign in. im tired of looking at this and thinking about how im the only one that posts. so im gonna make it my own.  ...  as soon as i get there. but next week is spring break aka masters week for all us augustans. so i will try to push myself harder to post more then. itll prbly be a pretty uneventful week. but you never know. something huge could come outta no where  and i could be on my way to china tomorrow. so im gonna go get ready for bed now. so goodbye for now!!

                                  - Emily

insert tittle here

yeah. you can just call this blog entry whatever you want. i dont really care what you call it. im feelin particularly deprived of books. and therefore, not so great. its been about 18 hours since ive last read. and its absolutely killing me. i dont understand how people can live without books. im dieing on the inside. and i wont even have time to go to the library tomorrow. because ive gor practice and 2 of my sisters have events at school. so that equals zero time. it will be a whole nother before i can get a book. torture i tell you.

pretty little liars was amazing tonight. and if you havent seen it yet i wont spoil it. lets just say WOW. yeah. i was so shocked i almost peed my pants.

i was told by other members of this blog that they were going to begin to post stuff on here again, but they havent. and so therefore i do believe im going to consider making this blog just from me. new name and picture and all that stuff.

well thats my jibberesh for now. ive gotta go come up with a purple outfit to match my rainboots tomorrow[its storming so i get to wear my new rainboots tomorrow (: and tomorrows bieber's bday] and have you heard about the bieber/selena gomez scandal. so scandalous jeez!!

oh and one more  time. check out this website and read this blog. yep thats my name right there. (:

                    xo Emily 

wow.

so. i just realized its been almost a month since i last posted. im a bad blogger. but its hard for me to make time to right something at least half interesting. im so busy lately. but not with anything really that interesting. i usually get home at 4. and then on monday i eat as soon as i get home, do homework, eat and leave for bells and dont get home til 7:30-8:30ish. on tuesday i do the same but with orchestra and dont get home til at least 9. then on wednesday and thursday i have to ry and clean and do all of my projects that i have due on friday. then sunday i have church. not to mention my 3 hours of practicing i have to do weekly. my schedule is just stuffed. but ill have more time when festival is over and orchestra practice is shorter.

see. i told you my week was boring. i try to make it sound interesting. but its really not. but since its been a month a few things have happened so, ill list them.

1. winter jam[6th row on the floor baby (:  ]
2. trip to ga capital[caitlin, brooke and i got bored and rode up and down in the elevator and watched people through letter holes]
3. degrassi started back up (;
4. went to a hockey game. i <3 hockey
5. won justin bieber never say never tickets and saw that. [IT WAS SUUUUPER COOL!!!!!!]

yep, thats all i can particularly think of. ive eaten lots and lots of sweets. [no valentines, just little sisters cake and party cookies and delishishness] and now im entering to win an Illusions ARC. so wish me luck!!!

                                         xo Emily

*sigh*

im tired. which is weird cause i slept 9 hours last night. and i missed pretty little liars because i was at church. and i have to go to school tomorrow. which involves getting up early and having to walk outside in the cold. and then theres the whole trying to stay awake in class problem. and the part where you have to do work. and then theres gym. and when we actually have to do stuff, its awful. ... man, i sound whiny. but anyway, i just looked at the blog, and what i posted last week. well, im sorry about that. i didnt know it was copyrighted, and it did that. i just copied and pasted it. i hope i didnt offend anyone. and if i did, sorry. thats life. 

the movie i saw on saturday, the green hornet, was awesome. it was kinda an action thing. and normally im a chick flick kinda girl, so i was surprised i liked it. but it wasnt too bad action. very little gore, and it wasnt bad gore. there was just lots of like explosions and stuff. that was pretty cool. and i ended up not going to the party, but baby came over. shes sorta like my niece in some twisted up, convoluted way. and she was sweet and adorable and i played with her. 

short post again on account of my being tired and all. but this website should make up for it. and if it doesnt, my apologies.

 

                                       xo Emily

inspiration.

so im in a hurry right now and cant post a hole lot. so i thought i would put an inspirational thing up. so i looked up inspirational photos. and some normal things came up like this.

but it wasnt exactly what i was goin for. i was lookin more for words in a picture you know. sort of like this.

[that says at the bottom: "You can't shake hands with a clenched fist." but i was still lookin through tryin to find something better. but all i could find were pretty pictures like this again.

which are gorgeous, but still not right. so i was scrolling. and i found this.

which i thought was way better than what i was actually looking for. and better to post. and for some reason this came up too. and its no where near what i was looking for. but its weird. and i wonder how its inspirational. but im postin it anyway.

yeah. weird. i know. but thats all for now. hopefully i can be back sooner. i wouldve liked to posst something better. but i think this is nice enough for now. now im off to finish getting dressed to spend 4 hours with a bunch of 7 year olds, falling on my butt[my cousins birthday, skating party. i cant skate. and all of the 7 years olds can. i couldnt bring anyone with me. this shall be humiliating.] but itll be ok cause i get to go see a movie with youth group after that. ok. hope to check in sooner next time.

                                                    xo Emily