long time no write.

WHOAH. talk about a flashback. this is insanity! i was just goin along my merry way, typing along on my computer about some story in my head when all of a sudden i remember this blog. and then i am like well why did i ever stop writing in it? truthfully, i think i stopped because it was alot of remembering and no one reads it as far as i know. and now, i am obsessed with tumblr, my new kind of blogging through pictures instead of words. i was reading through some posts though and it was really cool to see some stuff from way back when. i havent written on this website for a year and a half, so all the stuff that happened back then has sort of slipped my mind. it was a nice trip down memory lane. i am in 11th grade now, and stressing out over every minute of it. i have 7 crazy demanding classes plus it is time for me to take SAT and ACT and pick out colleges. it can be a bit overwhelming! i will get through all of this though, and [hopefully] come out on top. i am still obsessed with reading and Pretty Little Liars, so not much has changed there, and still friends with the same people give or take some friendships blooming and others sort of being pushed to the side. i suppose the biggest thing that has happened in my life is my very best friend moving across the country. i would love to have my licence, but i do not (although i am a bit past the 16 age requirement at this point). fingers crossed i will be able to get it sooner than later. looking at this i realize that life is pretty much the same as it was 2 years ago, and i am not sure if that is a good thing or bad. i am the same emily i was 2 years ago, albeit a bit more filled out. i am an awkward violinist with an addiction to success, literature, and all things gorgeous and forever will be. enough philosophy for me today though! it is off to bed for this little one, maybe i will be back soon to talk to myself and anyone who wants to listen. only time can tell!

xo Emily

now then.

yeah, its been awhile. but it is 100 % totally not my fault. see ya know those squishy little tube things that you play with? well i was playin with it and it totally busted ALL OVER my computer. which is not completely fried by the way. it also got all over me and my mattress. which smelled horrendous. and i am so tired of telling this story its beyond ridiculous. plus it makes me so sad. when it broke and all forms of revival failed i just crawled into my closet, called my bestest friend and started balling. what can i say i overreact to everything. but my whole life was on that thing. it had my story on it, all my pictures, my diary, it was my connection to friends who moved. it was my everything.

tryinn ot think of anything important thats happened since then. got my permit, started school, went to bigstuf [promise to explain later], went to cape san blas [beach in florida about an hour away from panama city. so out in the middle of no where. you wouldnt believe how long it took us to drive to walmart for a grocery run.], got to make fun of freshies, not quite sure. nothing else quite monumental. read some good books. smiled, laughed, cried, crushed, blah blah blah.

pretty little liars comes on in 7 minutes and im excited for this weeks episode (: they finally tell someone about a. which reminds me i really need to finish those books. i read 5 of them and then had to get the rest. but im a procrastinator really bad. but then after that is the nine lives of chloe king. which books i also need to read, though i havent read any of those. and after last weeks depressing episode im hoping this one shall be slightly less dramatic and alot more happier. but im still confused as to how [spoiler alert!] brian died. [end spoiler]. so imma gowatch that and you guys have fun. until next time...

                                 xo Emily

yowza!

how has it been 5 days since i posted it already? wow, summer is traveling oh so fast. -sigh- ok. so i still havent done too much. but ive done more than i have before. i went to the mall the day before yesterday. and i got a cute ring[which i have now misplaced. its not lost though. i just cant find it.] and its got a bird thats like eating out of a flower. that doesnt sound good. but its really cute. and i also got this adorable headband. and then yesterday i went to my little sisters chorus concert. and she has a composer as a chorus teacher so they sang the song formally for the first time last night. but theyre going to have an official world premiere in ny next week. my lucky duck sister gets to go. and today i went to the mall today and got a dress, a shirt, some shorts, and a hat (: dont you just love grandmothers? he he (: and thats it. alright. now my obsession for ya guys (:

































alright. thankss for all (:

            xo Emily

redo!

you cant really see that poem so imma try this again!

Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round,
or listened to the rain slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly’s erratic flight,
or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

Do you run through each day on the fly,
when you ask “How are you?”, do you hear the reply?

When the day is done, do you lie in your bed,
with the next hundred chores running through your head?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

Ever told your child, we’ll do it tomorrow,
and in your haste, not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch, let a good friendship die,
‘cause you never had time to call and say, “Hi!”?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere,
you miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,
it’s like an unopened gift thrown away.

Life isn’t a race, so take it slower,
hear the music before your song is over.

~ Slow Dance, a poem by David L. Weatherford ~

hi.

went to the mall today. for 6 hours. yeah, my feet hurt for awhile. but i got a cute headband. and ate a bunch of food. and momma bought me a ring that idk when ill get. and some body spray and hand sanitizer (:  but i was posting cause i was lookin for a picture to use as a cover for my story  that im postin on miss literati [click here to go to my profile but in this case im speaking of first dance.] and i found some pictures that were just too awesome not too post. so here ya go (:



i really like vintagey stuff, and weddings. so this is perfect for me (:













oh and i like this poem so its goin here too (:

Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round,
or listened to the rain slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly’s erratic flight,
or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

Do you run through each day on the fly,
when you ask “How are you?”, do you hear the reply?

When the day is done, do you lie in your bed,
with the next hundred chores running through your head?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

Ever told your child, we’ll do it tomorrow,
and in your haste, not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch, let a good friendship die,
‘cause you never had time to call and say, “Hi!”?

You better slow down, don’t dance so fast,
time is short, the music won’t last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere,
you miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,
it’s like an unopened gift thrown away.

Life isn’t a race, so take it slower,
hear the music before your song is over.

~ Slow Dance, a poem by David L. Weatherford ~


alright that is all (:


                  xo Emily

ok.

so its been summer for a little more than a week. and ive been procrastinating posting. ive been telling myself that i really had too. but i just kept putting it off cause i still havent done much. i finished school last wednesday. and the next day [thursday] i went to my little sisters honors day and then they had this baseball game and cookout thing after that at the school. it was so sweet she got valedvictorian of the 5th grade and she started crying. and my mom started crying. and then my mom got parents award and she started crying again [weve been at the school for 10 years, well were at that school now. too weird to think about not being there anymore. even if ive been gone for a long time, ive still been visiting] anyway, after all that, katlyn, caitlin, faith, and i went and saw thor and then went to katlyns for a little while but i had to leave early cause i had to come babysit my little sisters.  then i had church on sunday and didnt leave the house again for the rest of the week except for tanning [no use] and taking out the trash. but yesterday [saturday]  i went to church to set up for a a dinner for all the confirmands [ill have to explain that later in case] and i was so excited for it cause all my friends are in there [im a year older than 9 of em and 2 of em started late] and so i confirmed last year and got to help them all through this. and then today i went to church again and they did the actual confirmation. then fter church i went to red robin. so, i spent a week laying on the couch being a lazy bum. with about 3 days of something semi-interesting.
also today i might add i finally got those books i won in the mail. she also sent team tamani and team david tatoos. [im 100% team tamani by the way (: ]. and the books were wrapped in bubble wrap. so im full of happpiness (: and hopefully soo i shall go shopping. bigstuf in 29 days. carowinds on june 18 with a bunch of awesome christion bands [a few being Skillet, Bob Lenz, Jeremy Camp, Tenth Avenue North, Family Force 5, Anthem Lights, and Manic Drive]. vbs june 6-10. and cape sand blas on my bday for a week (: look for positive not negative (: love y'all!!


                         xo Emily

alrighty then

i dont have too much time to post. this is the last week of school and i am super busy. so after all this mess is over, ill be in the summer and i can post more often. but it may be a little bit because then i have to settle into summer and deal with a few issues going on. but no time now. pretty pictures? yeah!!




















[hope to go this year (:  ]

alrighty then, until next next post...

             xo Emily